Wednesday, March 08, 2006

A bit of background

To all who read this blog, this is a non-journalism blog. I will create that soon. This is more of me reflecting on life in reaction to recent events.
As background, I was involved in a long-distance relationship for a year and a half until the past January. I broke the heart of a guy that I considered my best friend by doubting my ability to retain our relationship, and, now that he hates me with a passion, I am trying to learn to become the strong, confident woman I was two years ago.
I say I am learning how to fly. What I really mean is that I am really learning what it is to be single again. Rebounding after a relationship is looked down upon, and after a month of failed trys, I learned that I may never have the relationship I had with Reese. Rebounding is taking the easy way out of a failed relationship, but I am forced to gain my sanity the hard way.
So, I created a blog.
I am not an emo kid, but this blog was created to show my pain and my successes. To intensify my fight, I have given boys up for the Lenten season. As a woman, there are many issues to combat, and one is my tendency to get wrapped up in emotions that come with relationships.
I am competitive and fierce when it comes to how I accomplish my goals and pursue my career. I promised myself that I would not apply this to my personal life, but try to eliminate any emotion and remain indifferent to all guys. This is the goal.
If you are interested, I will give you a daily dose of ramblings that shape my life.

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